I took a step
Didn’t stumble
A moment later
I carried on

I took a step
Didn’t stumble
A moment later
I carried on

I am
So far
From heaven
I believe
Myself
Invincible
Do you think you’ve got somewhere?
By thinking you have
You are either here nor there.

You think you’ve got somewhere
And you have
But thinking is neither here nor there


enlightenment?
inner realisation?
autism?
Who’d train in that?
I’m catching myself
Looking out from other’s eyes
Damn
A painful gift
An alley still echoes the moor the heath the poor and the thief
Rich with blackberries, gorse, mountain ash and wild cherry
The longest season this year, eight weeks while
Elsewhere a profusion of plums
Apples galore
White currants still sweet
A moment of thought
Thoughtlessness
And if this was the last year and next year the year to recall the last year?
There were words
Here they are.

Ordering bread and coffee
Baked by desire
It’s grinding repetition
Skin not an echo
But that glistening same
The bitter Buddha kneaded here
Could not be loved
Without lust
Wisdom’s yeast
Force fatale
Yes Yes
Concentration short
Yes
Pain overwhelms
Yet where no excess and
Eager expectation ends
So ?
It is imagination that arises.
The voice of the stupid poet
Is just that
No idea what they mean
Sitting there on their laurels
Rhyming so high